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The Devil’s Watchword

27 Saturday Dec 2014

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despair, poems, poetry, writing

The devil recalls despair
the unforgivable sin
and chuckles. If there is
violence in his violet eyes,
it is hidden in the smoke
of his shrieking cigar.

His companion laughs, clinking cups
(paying, as usual, if I know the old man)
and if he sees despair in those eyes
eyes that shone so brightly in the world’s making
the keenest eyes, to see so far
–too far, he reminds himself, and much too keenly–
eyes which wanted once only to reflect heaven
but turned
and here, he turns away.
It is then, generally
that the devil lets him buy
the first round.

They wage war
in little mercies,
in exacting calculations
of tip and tax and always
always despair is the devil’s watchword.
Who would ask for forgiveness,
knowing that to withhold it
is to hold poison in one’s mouth and wait
for permission to spit?

The devil always
always buys
the second round.

An Excerpt from “The Grey Cloak”

27 Saturday Dec 2014

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book, littleredridinghood, poems, poetry, songs, thegreycloak, writing

A song I want to include in my (in-progress) children’s book:

Wolf, my wolf, carry me away
The dreams are all gone but the nightmares stay
Wolf, my wolf, don’t you hear me cry
Why must old friends leave with no goodbye
Why oh why must great wolves go,
their shadows long in the thick snow.

This is how…

27 Saturday Dec 2014

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blog, poems, poetry, regret, writing

This is how death
enters the body–
a wound in the soul
that becomes a spring of creeping unforgiveness.
It threatens to overflow
and does.
This is what loss is,
to pour yourself onto burning dreams
and not save them,
to burn off your face in the fire.
Is it still loss if you stand back
to watch?
If you pretend, ashamed,
that the house burning
is not your own?
No, this is not loss
but death. This is how death
enters the body.

CAHSEE

22 Monday Dec 2014

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anxiety, poems, poetry, tests, writing

Relentless introspection is to _____ as dripping is to _____.

A) self-discovery, stalactite formations
B) self-hatred, Chinese water torture

Trying to please others is to _____ as boiling water is to ______.

A) selflessness, steaming tea
B) insecurity, steam burns

Worrying is to _____ as mosquitoes are to _____.

A) self-improvement, the ecosystem
B) self-hatred, malaria

The Color of the Wooden Sky

19 Friday Dec 2014

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anxiety, fear, poems, poetry, writing

Going on my first date in a few months later today, and I started writing (not that the poem is just about that, of course). I don’t know how much of the poem is salvageable, but I do like a line or two. I may even keep them!

Everything you want is on the
other side of fear.
but what is that?
Acid or aphrodisiac
adrenaline, a heart attack
the color of the wooden sky,
the knowledge that you live
to die.
Is fear what gets you out of bed in the morning,
or what keeps you in?
Fear, fear, fear
a helpful sin
(in small doses.)

Finals

18 Thursday Dec 2014

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anxiety, college, finals, poems, poetry, studying, worry, writing

Finals comes softly creeping;
stress steals my hours sleeping.
Oozing ink and dripping sweat
I fret and fret and fret and…

The Chain

18 Thursday Dec 2014

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love, poems, poetry, writing

Four days long
two years deep.
As for the width,
I cannot say,
but it must be
thin,
for these interlinking memories
bend between us
distorting.

Four days long,
two years deep,
unbreakable
quiet in my heart.

Four days long,
two years deep,
whispering smoke-thin
confusion in my heart.

So Much Left

18 Thursday Dec 2014

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love, poems, poetry, writing

I have reached for you
(so           )
only to close open hearted-hands on

believing in spite of
that where there is smoke,
there must also be

Prometheus Alone

18 Thursday Dec 2014

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loneliness, poems, poetry, worry, writing

He strikes with every
heartbeat.
 
In his strange morse code, he speaks
of loneliness,
 
of a Bird of Paradise lost
in the woods.
 
My mother tells me that every child dreams
of foreign parents,
 
of kings and queens who, quite by accident,
left them behind.
 
When I dream,
I dream not of negligent jungle empresses
 
but dead eagles.

Crossed

18 Thursday Dec 2014

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love, poems, poetry, writing

You are the bad thing inside of me
which hurts me when I breathe.
You are the chain around my heart
that will not let me leave.
 
You are the catch in my breath
that chokes as it holds tight
You are where I let death in—
You are the line crossed between desire
and sin.

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